Monday, July 12, 2010

Ohhhh...the guilt...

Oh the guilt…its killing…Never thought I’d feel like this! The only time I really felt guilty about not exercising was when I was in 10th and had joined a gym. Joining a gym was a rarity then and my parents had paid a huge amount – which had made me calculate the per day cost which was soo high that I ensured that I went everyday since days missed didn’t accumulate. Since then, many gym memberships have come and gone….they have been more like donations to the gyms…with me landing up precisely for less than 10% of the time…and then the excuses were’nt too hard to come by.

So I feel really good about feeling guilty….but that doesn’t help when you’re basically feeling guilty. I had gone for my license test today and the good thing was that I got the drivers license. And just when I was contemplating to go out running, the husband called to pick him up from office. Everything was going fine till I reached his office and realised I was without a phone. Took me almost 50 minutes to find a phone and call him…and then it as a celebratory treat for the license…we decided to head out immediately for dinner! So it was a day of no run and not eating right…

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